again

weather ....spring weather in AZ is amazing
and so was my anger.
amazing anger...
cutting with words anger....

i get sick of shit.
shitty behavior,
shitty words,
shitty relations,
but i don't always apply the cleansing power
of detachment.

i have spent a long time practicing kindness.
i still believe it goes a long way.
i still believe it is needed in this world.

i get tired sometimes. just plain tired.
i shan't stuff stuff down anymore.
i shan't pretend anymore.
but, i will practice kindly detachment...where necessary...
by the grace of God...

....'always we begin again.'